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I am one week shy of a year and a half in this long distance relationship. These past 6 months long distance have been wonderful. WAIT, did I just use "wonderful" and "long distance" in the same sentence? Yes, that was no mistake, J and are having fun now living only 2+ hours apart instead of 7 hours apart.

It certainly helps that now if something were to happen with either us, we would be able to come at a moment's notice. In fact, J visited three weekends in ...

Hello Everyone- How have you all been? Missed me? Anyways B and I took another trip to Port Townsend, WA aka the place we want to move next year. For a romantic get away weekend-and we were shopping down town and found our ring. The engagement ring we have been searching for. Its sliver, with three normal sized man made diamonds, and on the side are hearts and details. Its so beautiful. We almost missed it because we were ready to walk out the store and I saw it. At time we weren't looking for rings ...

This has been a great week! We booked Raine's airline tickets on Monday to come for two weeks over Christmas I haven't been this excited for Christmas since I still believed in Santa. Then tonight, I booked us a hotel for a couple of nights in New York, right in Times Square. No, not for New Year's eve, as cool as that would be, but for a little after. Although I've been to Finland 5 times, this is Raine's first trip here, I love to travel and don't mind things like airport hassles, whereas ...

So if you guys have followed my blogs you know my sister and I's relationship isn't one at all. It hurts me every time she wants to talk its about taking something off facebook about her because she cares to damn much about what people think about her-or its to tell my parents something. It annoys me that we don't have a good relationship we barely have a relationship we are more like acquaintances. Which is sad, but we are 7 yrs old apart and she's been moving around every since she moved ...

I got to spend a little more than two weeks with my Raine. I got home two weeks ago tomorrow, but I've just been too sad to post positively, so I've stayed away. I'm starting to feel better, so I'm gonna recap my visit a little, because we had such an incredible time

We had so much fun! We took a 3 night trip over to Tallinn, Estonia which is now one of my favorite cities. In the city, there's the original medieval town that started it, which if you're into history, is amazing! ...

Hi everyone!! B has officially talked to his mother about marrying me! He told her he wants to propose to me and he found a ring-which I was like oh was it one of the ones we were looking at? and he goes "No its a different one and no Im not telling you anything else about it. Its a secret." He knew Id ask about it but it made me so excited. His dad loves me and has already said to us "yeah I know you guys will get married and have kids because you are great people. You have my blessing. ...

Why does growing up have to be so hard? I worry about my future so much. I have my parents possibly moving as number 1. My job hasnt given me any stress other than rush week which isnt until mid sept. so I am still training. Where I am going to live-Im dying to move out and have B move in eventually. I want a tattoo so badly! I have one in mind that has been on my mind for over a yr or 2. I hate having little stressors always on my mind. Im a calm, happy spirit with a total heart of gold. I hope ...

Okay first off I want to say thank you for the new fonts on the blogs! I love them...Anyway, if you have kept up with my other blogs you know my current love B comes from living with his dad *whom is amazing* but they are lower class. *which I dont mind my parents do though* since I have always come from a middle class live on the beach home. I dont know what its like to have money one minute and be struggling to find money for rent the next. I worry constantly about him and my mom keeps saying ...