Basically, Matt and I had a huge falling out... I won't go into details because it's fairly personal and no one else really needs to be involved in our relationship. We sorted things out though... I'm really glad we're starting fresh. This should give me a purpose. More of a reason to do everything I do. He's so amazing. I have never had anyone care so much, or forgive so easily, or love me like him. We have come to a few more conclusions. That we are in fact, in a serious and committed relationship. That we need to trust each other absolutely. And be completely honest and open. Trust is such a huge part of long distance relationships... I feel like I took him for granted.

He finally got Skype today, it made me so happy. He's going out to get a webcam and microphone tomorrow. I know I couldn't see him but he was quite amused that he could see me and hear my voice. I think this will really bring us closer... The only problem will be finding time that we can both be online during the week, it's about a seven hour difference.

I'm still trying to find a way to call him. I know we can send voice notes but it's just not the same as an actual conversation...

I have to write a short story for writer's craft class and I decided to write a story about him. I haven't started yet but I have a few bits and pieces of it. I hope he likes it, I think he likes when I write things for him. I've never been so inspired by anyone in my life. He's such a beautiful human being. I can't imagine my life without him.