I'm starting to think I'm ruining Foxeh's life. He's trying to find a job in Denmark. He's applying to a local (here in the states) college to get a student visa and because he's a ginormic geek and wants to learn more. But then when he called his Dad for information for the application, his step-mom answered and started giving him a hard time again about being with me. I was on Skype with him while he was on the phone and she was loud enough I heard her: "She's married!" And I had to walk away from the computer.

I came back when my cell started to ring. He called to call me back. And was furious with his step-mom. He never gets mad. But it just furthers my worry that we just shouldn't be together. I am married. I'm in another country. He's close to 10 years younger than me. I'm starting to feel that maybe its just better if I walk away and hope he finds a nice Danish girl to be with.

....Even tho he never leaves his room, playing games...