I went to visit him last time in the end of February for only two weeks but it was pretty amazing and since than we were talking about him coming in October over here but now we decided that we both need to get a proper job and only than we can meet up again which is obviesly the most logical thing to do really.. but today i was watching a vlog from this youtuber i like and she was talkign about her house which is in the same country as my boyfriend and for some strange reason even though it has nothing to do with him really i got that feeling i always had when i was in his hhouse that feeling that you are abroad far away from home and yet i still felt like im home! its like in his house you just feel cozy and home and warm i dont know but i just got that feeling and i was literaly in a bad mood for over 2 hours because of it and i am on skype with him now and he was just talking about his friends being in his house just a bit earlier and in his room and on his laptop and it made me miss him even more and want to go back there right now!!! i really do miss that feeling and i wish i could be back there with him right now but we dont even know when will we be together again.. i dont really know why am i posting this here i guess i just needed to let it out and share it with people...