While my SO was here, we took advantage and talked about the next possible visit.
I had planned on September, so I would be there when he graduates. BUt he found out he won't graduate until either October or December.I have a problem with going to see him.

I recently graduated from school. All I am doing now is studying to take my state exam for my license.In the meantime, I am allowed to work as long as I'm registered for the exam. SO the problem is that if I do end up getting a job, I don't think there's any way I can ask for vacation time just starting off. And then I kind of feel like I would be making a bad decision, putting off applying for jobs until November, to go visit him.

This is his last year of school. I'm done with school. We have to really really start thinking about our futures together, and figure out what we are going to do. He found out that his degree is not recognized in the US. So basically, the only way he can get a job here is if the company he works for sends him here. I asked him to ask around to find some info out about this. But he wasn't that helpful with that.

So I have accepted that there is a much bigger chance that I will have to move over there to be with him. I really do not know how I feel about that. I feel like the only big thing that is holding me back family. I have a much bigger family than he does. Although, he did mention he wouldn't mind moving here to be with me. But again, depends on the job.

For the past week I have been researching on somehow transferring my license to Italy. I've emailed about 4 people. Still waiting on the replies. I'm just preparing myself. I want to be able to continue what I went to school for. Otherwise, I'd be stuck in a house in Italy doing nothing. I would probably end up taking some art classes or something to meet people and make friends. But still.

I am afraid. Mainly afraid about this not working out in the end. Because of jobs
One of us is going to have to make a big sacrifice. I can make that sacrifice. I want to make this work. If I do end up moving, maybe we will be able to move back here.