Love is when you look into someones eyes and see everything you need <3
Wow where to start....
I was 15 when I met him in the summer of 2010, I knew his best friend and i bumped into them in the park. I hate sounding completely cliche but it really was love at first sight, he walked into that park and i swear my chest tightened. He sat on the swing all cool and collected while i couldnt help but stare at him when i thought he wasnt looking, with those awkward moments where he caught me looking....thats when i saw his eyes his beautiful gorgeous big brown eyes and my heart melted. His name was eden.. He was tan he was cool he was so incredibly gorgeous and i became completely obsessed. All my friends heard about him from me how gorgeous he was how funny he was how those big brown eyes made me go weak at the knees i was completely in love after just a few minutes it wasnt some silly crush i'd never felt so attached to someone or wanted someone so badly as i did him i thought about him all the time and he was just perfect! We started to text constantly and we flirted and laughed and i'd never had such an instant connection with someone we could talk for hours and not get bored even though we barely knew each other and i was sure he liked me too unless he was just messing with me. I had to be sure so i asked his friend to find out for me... i'd recently been rejected by someone and i didnt want it too happen again. I waited all day in anticipation for the answer did he really like me too or was i just being played. I got my answer, he told him i was just a friend and i hated myself for falling for someone who was clearly out of my league. Being my stupid self and feeling so upset and hurt that i'd been rejected more than once by boys that just seemed to lead me on i ended up in a relationship with the friend that introduced us in the first place.
A week or two went by before i heard from him again, my relationship with his friend was going ok and then eden came down for the day to hang out with us...it was then that i realised how much i wanted him. We were like magnets just drawn to each other every minute we laughed together we had fun together everytime i looked at him i felt my heart beat faster and faster and everyone noticed the connection between us. We became best friends in the next few weeks and text each other all day everyday i couldn't not talk to him anymore he was like a drug to me i needed him i wanted him i knew he was probably only playing me but i didnt care i loved him. Eventually the relationship with his friend ended i couldnt go on in a relationship where i loved someone else it wasnt fair to him.
Theres one detail I've left out...a week after i first met eden he found out he was moving to dubai his step dad had gotten a job out there and his mother was planning to bring him out there once she'd found work. He first went to dubai for a week that halloween...we werent together then but that whole week i longed for him to come home i missed him like crazy i just wanted to talk to him i needed him to know how i felt. When he came home i couldnt hide my feelings any longer i admitted i loved him even though i knew he was going to have to leave me eventually i kissed him and the most amazing thing ever happened...he told me he'd always loved me too. Over the next few weeks we became inseparable we spent every weekend together went out of our way to see each other for 5 minutes after school everyday we were the perfect couple everyone said it he knew everything about me and i knew everything about him we couldnt have been any closer he was my best friend my boyfriend my everything and part of me forgot he was moving.
After 5 amazing months together and 3 months of falling for each other that awful day finally came...he was leaving. It hit and it hit me hard. He picked me up from school and we walked back to my house for what would be the last time that he lived in the country. All i could do was cry i cried when he kissed me i cried when he held me i couldnt believe he was leaving me. I walked him to his car and watched him drive off as soon as the car left i dropped to my knees and I screamed. He was gone my life my soul my heart was gone. For the next few weeks i didnt eat i didnt sleep i just cried and screamed the pain was unbearable it was like someone was cutting my heart out it was a bad dream that never went away i just wanted to talk to him to see him to feel him kiss me and hold me. The time difference the cost of calls and texts made it extremely difficult for us to keep in contact. The pain is indescribable. I have constant nightmares reliving the moment he left and I became the girl who never left her house because of how she felt inside. He left me on the 1st of april 2011 and my heart went with him.
We do have problems since he left finding time for each other and i have a big problem with jealousy as most of his friends now are girls but i know he loves me and i love him more than anything in the world. He comes home to me in the summer and we have the most amazing 3 weeks together it was like a dream. Theres no place i would rather be than in his arms and there is not one other person in this world that i want to have my heart its his and always will be.
He's my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night even though we're miles apart nothing can separate us i will ALWAYS love him no matter how far away he may be. I love him for giving his his heart to me and trusting me with his life, i love him for wanting and needing me all the time, i love him for the emotions he brings out that i never knew i had i love him for making me smile whenever i feel sad i love him for finding that part of me that i lost and never thought i'd find, i love him for the way he is and for how he makes me feel but most of all i love him because i know hes mine and what we have is real...
What we have is not some silly teenage love its real as real can get no matter what people say or think. The pain is unbearable and doesnt get better day by day but he is more than worth it and i'll proudly wait for that day when all that
pain is over and im back in his arms for good. Hes my eden and i will forever be his amy <3
Wow where to start....
I was 15 when I met him in the summer of 2010, I knew his best friend and i bumped into them in the park. I hate sounding completely cliche but it really was love at first sight, he walked into that park and i swear my chest tightened. He sat on the swing all cool and collected while i couldnt help but stare at him when i thought he wasnt looking, with those awkward moments where he caught me looking....thats when i saw his eyes his beautiful gorgeous big brown eyes and my heart melted. His name was eden.. He was tan he was cool he was so incredibly gorgeous and i became completely obsessed. All my friends heard about him from me how gorgeous he was how funny he was how those big brown eyes made me go weak at the knees i was completely in love after just a few minutes it wasnt some silly crush i'd never felt so attached to someone or wanted someone so badly as i did him i thought about him all the time and he was just perfect! We started to text constantly and we flirted and laughed and i'd never had such an instant connection with someone we could talk for hours and not get bored even though we barely knew each other and i was sure he liked me too unless he was just messing with me. I had to be sure so i asked his friend to find out for me... i'd recently been rejected by someone and i didnt want it too happen again. I waited all day in anticipation for the answer did he really like me too or was i just being played. I got my answer, he told him i was just a friend and i hated myself for falling for someone who was clearly out of my league. Being my stupid self and feeling so upset and hurt that i'd been rejected more than once by boys that just seemed to lead me on i ended up in a relationship with the friend that introduced us in the first place.
A week or two went by before i heard from him again, my relationship with his friend was going ok and then eden came down for the day to hang out with us...it was then that i realised how much i wanted him. We were like magnets just drawn to each other every minute we laughed together we had fun together everytime i looked at him i felt my heart beat faster and faster and everyone noticed the connection between us. We became best friends in the next few weeks and text each other all day everyday i couldn't not talk to him anymore he was like a drug to me i needed him i wanted him i knew he was probably only playing me but i didnt care i loved him. Eventually the relationship with his friend ended i couldnt go on in a relationship where i loved someone else it wasnt fair to him.
Theres one detail I've left out...a week after i first met eden he found out he was moving to dubai his step dad had gotten a job out there and his mother was planning to bring him out there once she'd found work. He first went to dubai for a week that halloween...we werent together then but that whole week i longed for him to come home i missed him like crazy i just wanted to talk to him i needed him to know how i felt. When he came home i couldnt hide my feelings any longer i admitted i loved him even though i knew he was going to have to leave me eventually i kissed him and the most amazing thing ever happened...he told me he'd always loved me too. Over the next few weeks we became inseparable we spent every weekend together went out of our way to see each other for 5 minutes after school everyday we were the perfect couple everyone said it he knew everything about me and i knew everything about him we couldnt have been any closer he was my best friend my boyfriend my everything and part of me forgot he was moving.
After 5 amazing months together and 3 months of falling for each other that awful day finally came...he was leaving. It hit and it hit me hard. He picked me up from school and we walked back to my house for what would be the last time that he lived in the country. All i could do was cry i cried when he kissed me i cried when he held me i couldnt believe he was leaving me. I walked him to his car and watched him drive off as soon as the car left i dropped to my knees and I screamed. He was gone my life my soul my heart was gone. For the next few weeks i didnt eat i didnt sleep i just cried and screamed the pain was unbearable it was like someone was cutting my heart out it was a bad dream that never went away i just wanted to talk to him to see him to feel him kiss me and hold me. The time difference the cost of calls and texts made it extremely difficult for us to keep in contact. The pain is indescribable. I have constant nightmares reliving the moment he left and I became the girl who never left her house because of how she felt inside. He left me on the 1st of april 2011 and my heart went with him.
We do have problems since he left finding time for each other and i have a big problem with jealousy as most of his friends now are girls but i know he loves me and i love him more than anything in the world. He comes home to me in the summer and we have the most amazing 3 weeks together it was like a dream. Theres no place i would rather be than in his arms and there is not one other person in this world that i want to have my heart its his and always will be.
He's my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night even though we're miles apart nothing can separate us i will ALWAYS love him no matter how far away he may be. I love him for giving his his heart to me and trusting me with his life, i love him for wanting and needing me all the time, i love him for the emotions he brings out that i never knew i had i love him for making me smile whenever i feel sad i love him for finding that part of me that i lost and never thought i'd find, i love him for the way he is and for how he makes me feel but most of all i love him because i know hes mine and what we have is real...
What we have is not some silly teenage love its real as real can get no matter what people say or think. The pain is unbearable and doesnt get better day by day but he is more than worth it and i'll proudly wait for that day when all that
pain is over and im back in his arms for good. Hes my eden and i will forever be his amy <3