I mean I totally don't mind,I like working in this sphere.However there was this girl on the shift who's been gossiping about me,saying how much she hates me and also trying to make up some really nasty things about me.Well seems like she is getting fired as it turned out she's been pain in the ass for everyone and this was just like the last drop.So now I can peacefully work with good team,get my tips and also I keep looking for a job abroad,like China maybe (even though I so much want to get a job in France).My SO still did not give up the idea of joining French Foreign Legion.And I don't think I mind that either.He just doesn't seem like the office guy,you know? I see him as a military man in the future and I just hope it's really serious for him and not just "military romance".So now he just needs to change his workplace,start earning a bit more so he can save up for the tickets.
To be honest,March-April is time when things started getting better.January was hell for me.On 3d my grandma died and that was very hard.She's been ill for like a year or two (Alzcheimer I suppose) and well,we all knew it would happen,but still no one expected that.We were there,me,mom and aunt and she just passed away within five minutes or so. Jan 5th were the funerals and the next day I went to my workplace to learn that they are firing me because of economic situation in the country.Almost all March I was struggling with severe anxiety and depression but now everything really seems to get better.