Day two of being bed ridden.

Yes. STUCK in bed.

I pulled a muscle in my right leg and I can't walk right. Add the fact that my job DEPENDS on my walking ability...and yeah...well I am screwed.

Hopefully a couple days of rest are going to cure this.

I return to work tomorrow. I need to.

I see the man in 2 weeks. In fact two weeks from tonight...Kids and I are going there.

He and I have lots and lots of stress/tension/blah between us and have for a couple of weeks. Seeing him is something I am really looking forward to.

I have a lot of stress in my life right now, stuff I don't feel comfortable talking about right now (my ex)...but I am handling it.

I JUST want the distance over. All I have wanted for almost a year and a half. Doesn't look like it is happening anytime too soon. And frankly...not sure how much more I can handle it.

Everyone I have been close to on here it seems has ended or is almost ending the distance.

Again...I am set apart. I really feel like I don't fit in anywhere. Sounds silly..but true.

My friends are married...family life. Everywhere in my world I am just different. Single Mom. Love of life hours away. Lots of time alone.

yeah. Pretty sad huh?