Tomorrow after 8 my Nathans going to be on so i plan to take advantage of the time. He's been so busy and the past few days i haven't been trying to stay on long with him, wanting him to get his rest and idk just i been trying to keep the times short. I really have been trying to be patient, and its actually getting easier, in a sense but tomorrow i want to take advantage of the time with him and spend it good, really connect and get my fill of him. Its still 2 months away till he's here but im still scared lol. Trying to get prepared mentally, but the whole thing is so big and just, like he said, life changing. My whole relationship with him is such a big part of my life and to finally get to see and be with him im excited.
So tomorrow im going to be a little spoiled lol going to try and fit as much time as i can with him in however long he gives me weather a hour or less, idc, i need to spend it with him. make sure were still okay and our bond is still strong, i get a bit paranoid sometimes. So anyways just rambling now. Can't wait for tomorrow, going to get up early and get everything i need to done so that way im on and ready at 12 my time. Was going to go out with my aunt but lol cancel a day of girl time any day for him.