I think a single red rose is the best symbolic gesture of love. Don't you? I received a rose from a man who will always love me no matter what i do or mistakes i make. No not my Nathan, but from my dad. I don't really have a great relationship but i think very highly of him, i know i don't show it. But he is the type of man who has his morals, if your in trouble he lends a hand, doesn't think twice about money, loves the lord and takes care of his family. My dad is a good man..... but he is so hard and ehhh.... lol i am not a great daughter but he is a difficult man sometimes.

Anyway i saw him today, me and him are a bit distant but still have a relationship. He brought up my Nathan. lol he was all hows james nathan doing, or nathan james. (idk why my dad can't just use his first name) I told him good. Mom was there i think she wanted to help or idk, so she asked how long have we been together in front of him and so i told him will be 2 years on may. And my dad remembered the date i told him about a year ago. He's all the 25th. (which is my parents anniversary day too lol) I was also wearing nathans shirt which i think my dad knew lol i didn't know that my parents were coming back to our house so i had changed. But it was good i think my dads starting to accept that me and nathan are in a relationship. My dad has it in his head that its just a game and nathan can't be trusted. That im being foolish. But he will see in time.He still doesn't know nathan is coming down here. In 2 months lol. ......hopefully...... While he was here he asked me if i met him in person yet. I said no, he asked a few little questions and i try to come off as strong and sure, but i also don't want to elaborate on how much i feel for him, its not anyones business really not even my parents. As he left on the back of the shirt it says "no fear" and dad says also no regrets, make sure you have no regrets in life. And i don't plan too, if me and Nathan for some reason don't work out, i don't think i would ever regret falling in love with him, i cherish all these moments and memories we shared. My first and hope to be only true love. Anyways this was more about my dad. I had a good time with him, even tho it was short the time we spent together it was good, i think we connected a bit.