One thing i hate about LDR's is i feel like we miss out on each others lifes so much, like on his side he's working so much and studying and when he does get to go out and party, and just everyday life, but since we don't get to talk as often i won't get to hear all about it, so not apart of his life in that aspect, and on my side, i have a ton of family events. meet family i don't even know like now lol have some relatives over, idk who but there all here. Anyways things like this happen alot and if he was near he could be apart of. Right now since he'd be one of the few guys here, me and him could get the grill going lol i have it all pictured, already marinated the meat a hour ago and just.. thats one thing i hate most about LDR's, we don't get to share time likes this. ah well, not physically no but he's always apart of me, weather he isn't apart of my day.....

eh im being a downer, have ice cream and cake and family over and im thinking about him and how he's not here.. kk lol no more missing him, gonna go have fun!