Didn't talk to Nathan, he had prior engagements so he went out. But we didn't say we were going to talk today so no biggie. I feel guilty for getting my feelings hurt the last time, so i was good this time lol. It gets easier, i don't want to get in the habit of needing him to much, i feel bad for when i get upset with lack of communication, but! I keep telling myself to focus on me and let him be lol Plus only 31 more days until he's here, so i can be patient until then.
Anyways going to kill another hour, then do the dreaded chores and watch a scary movie with my brother, maybe make nachos..... lol yeah ive given up on dieting
