I went to a birthday party and i had so much fun. I love little kids. lol went and played in the bounce house just me and my sister and then all the little kids come, so theres like 9 of us in the bounce house and was just fun. I haven't been in one of those in years. And then my aunt was babysitting my cousins kids, two little boys one barely a few months, can't hold his own head up and the other is one or two years old. They are so cute. I held him for half of the party, and i want a baby now! lol okay not yet, i know im not ready, but i want one lol. I miss watching a newborn, i loved all of it, changing them into little outfits, when they grab your finger with there hands, there so tiny, i bundle em up like a burrito. i even don't mind waking every hour and a half two hours. that was no biggie. But me and my cuz played inside with him, i would hold his hands and talk to him and he would smile and laugh, cutest thing in the world a babys laugh Lol but yeah i had fun, he was so tiny, and then his little brother would come and wanted me to come with him, so he's trying to hold my hand while im holding the baby. Pushed him on the swings, and he wouldnt come out lol was funny tho. Kept trying to convince him to get out but he wouldnt wanna so i pushed him again and he laughed lol was so cute. so yeah to soon to think about, but i miss having a baby in the house.