ah so today crazy amazing. But a little scary, was so nice and good but makes me just a little scared. Just because the distance is so big and there's so much space, and him having to go back, i don't ever want to lose him, and its not that i don't trust him, i just get scared that things might get hard and we wont get to close the distance for a very long time. If anything happened and we ended up not being together that would kill me. Especially when ive given him so much of myself, he has all my love that it really is scary, he could hurt me so badly. But i love him and when he looks at me i feel so loved. He makes me feel so good about myself. im not self conscious i feel pretty and loved and like im the only girl he see's.
I really do apreciate and need his reasurance sometimes, that im all he wants and that he plans to see me when he can, just, gosh i love him so much.
Past days have been AMAZING! 2 years waiting to meet him and they have been everything i dreamed of and more! Can't wait to see him again tomorrow!
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