Past week has been amazing. Truly crazy sweet. I keep finding new things and having special moments that make me fall deeper in love. How he is sweet and respectful to my family, how he treats me and loves me, how he is confident and ambitious. I feel so lucky that i have him in my life.
So saturday were going off finally on our owns! Going to san fran just the two of us! I can't wait! But im dreading telling my mom..... But maybe i can get by without her knowing? Yes i know im 19 and yes i know its my life. But im still learning to do my own thing, im not very.... whats the word... independent?
still i so can't wait! But i need to not spend anything! Or else i won't have enough for Disney.... Im going to be broke very soon and idk how im going to spend the last 2 weeks with my Nathan... Its going to be so hard to tell him sorry i can't go, and i don't want to ruin his time. So i have to come up with something.....

Anyways tho, so in love! We've just gotten stronger and more commited and even talk about our future together, Love him!