Kay so im home again thought i would update whats been going on. Been to san fransisco this past week, i uploaded some pics. Its been so amazing, being with Nathan is a dream come true that i don't want it to end.
Anyways we went all over. We walked it all too my feet hurt, and Nathan's shoes stunk so bad he stuck them outside for two days and when he brought them back in they still stunk lol.
We had walked to the golden gate bridge, and to fishermans wharf and through most of the piers. Went to union square just all over. Was so much, I recommend going to san fran for a weekend.

We spent 4th of july at the pier. They had this band called tainted love, that played all these great 80's music. So many good ones. I had never been to a concert before, so this was so fun, another first that i got to share with my baby. Then we headed down and watched the fireworks, Was so cold tho! Was freezing!

But Nathan's been taking such good care of me, putting my needs first and treating me good. He makes me feel so loved and special and just, past weeks i just been seeing and realizing how much i love and need him in my life. I want to spend my life with this man. Is it to soon to know and decide something like this? But i do, i want to spend the rest of my life trying to make this man happy, to give him everything he deserves.
Going to Disney this friday, and then from there all over California. My parents have no idea. Mom was mad about this past week. But im no longer scared to do what i want. I know and trust Nathan and im not letting anyone get in the way. But still lol its hard telling them.

Silly but im already missing him, he's staying at my aunts and so i probably won't see him till later in the day tomorrow, is it childish to be bummed out by having to wait only hours? ah well, after this its just me and him, so have to be patient. Love him <3