I love waking up next to Nathan, i love bieng so close to him. Love when he looks at me and i can see and feel the love in his eyes. Bieng in his arms, feeling his breath on my neck, hearing his heart beat. Its a wonderful amazing feeling. Disney land has been a dream come true. Im sad its our last day here.....

I keep having a problem though, three issues that all relate, that i can't seem to let go and get over them. Its ben since we were in LB and i cant bring myself to talk to him about it. Maybe because there petty issues? Or maybe cause im just bieng silly and have no confidence? I trust him but theres still worries and old memories. I try to push them out of my mind but eh its hard and he always notices when im upset or thinking about it. Just from what i seen and mom told me and ive heard i cant seem to let go of these questions and worries....