Today's been a all around good day. I woke up and got things done. Cleaned out the garage and went through things to sell. Were going to have a huge garage sell soon. And so maybe I can make a little something. Anything I can make helps, and all goes to savings. So far Nathan's putting a bit of money to the side to help me pay for my ticket, and its sad he has more saved up then I do, and its my ticket. But im not going to get discouraged yet I still have time to save up. I experimented in the kitchen today and made meatball muffins, they wee pretty good, I just need to add a bit more bolder seasoning and it would have been perfect!
Im also happy with my relationship. A few days ago I came across something about my Nathan, and it bothered me a bit, I was happy with myself because I wasn't hurt by it, I think if I came across it at one point I would have jumped to conclusions and got hurt, but I knew not to panic, and that there's more to it. And I was right, he told me why he had it, and he was helping a friend. And I believe him and so I can let it go. Although.... i wish he would delete it... I told him its his, so yeah he's free to do what he wants. But it just looks wrong, and if my family were to come across it and just I wish he would get rid of it, sides I don't need some girl seeing it..... lol eh kk need to stop with the jealousy...
But over all I had a really good day with my love. We spent time on webcam, and I showed him what nana bought me, and the scrapbook I made and then we got a bit intimate, and just I love him so much, and I so miss him, he is so sexy lol seeing him on cam, I just want to kiss him, but yeah 186 more days... lol I hate that, bu it will go by fast. Hopefully