So thanksgiving is soon, its supposed to be a holiday to reflect on what your thankful for. And I have so much to be happy about. I have an amazing man in my life who i love and loves me.
Talked to Nathan and he asked me and we talked again where I want to be in 5 years. I don't if you read my old blog, but I mentioned how by 25 I wanted to have my children. So In 5 years I would like to be married to him. That means one of us moving, getting a place for ourselves, jobs, furniture, settling in. And then a wedding. So before that meet his family. (which im doing this may!) And then having babies. We both want two, and close together so that means practically one right after the other. Lol so that is a lot to do in five years. But Nathan says its all possible. He said it's possible in 3!! lol my crazy boy. Can you see me married and pregnant in 3 years?
I want this though! I want this dream to be my life, my reality. Going to meet his family and stay with him for 6 months in may. He's already saved up and said that this a for sure, he has the money. He's coming here in April, so we'll book my flight then, tell my parents im leaving (there going to freak out) And so while there I hope his family likes me. And we have been talking about getting married a lot. And he's been looking at rings!! So I could possibly be getting my dreams in the next five years. I can picture it! At home, our home, in the kitchen, our little tiny baby in the swing while get dinner ready, he comes from behind and kisses my shoulder. AAHH! okay see im imagining it all, i have actual images in my head!
Anyways I wanted to document this. right now its 2011. by 2016 lets see if im married to my amazingly sweet special wonderful Nathan, with two of our children, in a place of our own.