So Christmas is on it's way and im excited! Yesterday the mail came, Nathan's packages came! But I had to wait until today to open it when he was on camera. And omg!! He sent so much! For my whole family, he sent them each a gift. I feel a bit bad now only sending his family a card... and not even to each, but for all of them in one card. I didn't know he was going to send anything until he had told me. Still it's so sweet of him. And then for me my own personal gifts he sent so much! Originally I was thinking he would send something and a card, but then one day when talking he said presents, so multiple so i was thinking 2, but no! he sent 5!! And he broke the rules... I told him no spending on me other then postal and delivery, but today he said I could open just one, and it was this super amazing 100 piece cake decorating kit! lol so i forgive him. I love cooking and baking, And so this is just so sweet. I plan to make amazing holiday treats. And I called my aunt and she said i can make my cousins birthday cake so yay! But for him to see this and pick it out for me, just it makes it all the more special. He really is to good for me, but im lucky.

Anyways I am excited for Christmas! And I cannot wait to decorate!

on a non related topic I gained pound woo! Still under my original weight though, but not in a bad way, so im glad im back up and away from that low point. Going to now have me a bowl of icecream and watch greys anatomy. Most likely cry, I always seem to cry now....