My poor baby, I think i need to apoligize lol I think he thinks i was upsset with him? Yesterday i did leave him a message saying that oh i was mad at him, but i wasn't serious, and it was in a message that also included me excited about us wearing matching shirts and that i love him. I had really wrote the "oh and im mad at you" lol like a after thing. was over something small and silly that he said. But then today I had sort of a health scare? Nothing serious or big, and i think was false alarm after reading up. But i think he picked up on that.. he always does... lol. Cause he asked me what im thinking whats wrong, and i told him nothing. Because its a bit embarassing and i didnt wanna discuss it. Plus i was a bit tired from no sleep. And so when he left for his bath i waited but then was hungry so went to eat, came back and he wasnt on, so i wasnt sure if he came on and saw me gone and left, not sure. So i just wrote him a small goodnight message. And went off. Which i should have just stayed and waited, but its late for him, and i wasnt sure if he had come online or not. But then i came on and he had been online again and he wrote me, and changed his profile picture.. lol which i think he did because he thinks it bothered me? Cause he just changed his pro pic, why would he suddenly change it again so quick? although... lol did make me "awww" and smile the one he chose of us. But i feel bad, i think i made him think i was upset with him. I need to remember not to be selfish, and remember that my mood affects him too.
But 23 days till i see him, i'll make it up to him! Almost just 3 weeks! Im excited, oh how i've missed my boy. (lol like calling him my boy now due to my little brother asking me if he was) But have a busy weekend ahead.. well no not really, but a fun one. So glad and grateful for all my blessings and everything i have. I really am blessed.
Going to close this with just saying, my baby looked tired but so good lol hes so yummy. Love him so much, and! I did get a small smile out of him when i showed him my shirt lol so was a very nice few minute skype call.
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