I hate my ex-best-friend I've known since we were three with the biggest passion in the whole wide world. She thinks she has everything in the world but the one thing she doesn't have is sensitivity and caring for others. She also doesn't have a conscience. She knows what she did but she doesn't care. She has a steady job, steady boyfriend [long distance but they still see each other on weekends and have the budget and time, don't know the real struggles of long distance]. While he's 6 hours away they still see each other frequently because they have the means to. She doesn't know what it's like to fail.

She's always graduated college on time, and two years later got her masters, and then found a boyfriend: everything society expects a person to do. I don't even know why guys like her to be honest. She's one manipulative person. I don't know what kind of friend doesn't stick up for someone since you've known in diapers and you saw her grow up first hand being bullied her entire life and you're still going to be peaceful to her bullies and not say a word. I hate her.

I stuck up for her when someone was bullying her. They say you get what you give. That's false. When the situation was reversed, she didn't do the same for me. I figured she would, and that it was unbinding contract knowing each other for 23+ years and that I didn't have to pull teeth she would have automatically done it, but she didn't. She left me hanging looking stupid at the bar when some idiots started attacking me at the bar. I mean, I can fight my own battles, but what's the point of going with someone if she's not even going to stick up for me? I may as well have gone alone and would have been more safe.

I saw her "befriend" every single person who has ever bullied me, never ONCE sticking up for me. It was hard to stop being friends with her because our parents are family friends and my parents know she's never been a good friend to me at all. If it weren't for that tie, I would have dropped her manipulative, cunning personality the first time she went after my boyfriend.

I forgave her for going after my ex-boyfriend she didn't even like. She just hated his attention was on me and not her. She admitted she got jealous when my ex and I first reconnected, he said I was the most beautiful girl in the room without acknowledging she was standing right next to me and she got green-eyed and had this look on her face, "What am I, chopped liver?"

I got annoyed that while they were both in California, they visited each other. He introduced her to his sister and talked like they were something and my blood boiled. I've never been able to be friends with an ex because of her. I was thinking what are they doing visiting each other when they wouldn't have even met if it weren't for me? I always introduced my two separate group of friends thinking we could all be friends at all hang out but every TIME I introduce someone to HER they always ditch me for her. This only happens with her and no one else. I don't get it. Then my ex wonders why I hate him with the biggest passion in the world as well. He tried to apologize to me for whatever he did and he told me he doesn't want me to hate him the way I did. I eventually forgave him for my sake since he at least worked on trying to be forgiven, unlike this ex-best-friend.

I forgave her for constantly going after every mf'ing guy friend of mine I introduced her to. I may not have a crush on all my guy friends but it got annoying when they would go out on dates behind my back and after they started getting cozy I noticed they'd all ditch me for her. My dumb "friends" don't even notice that she doesn't go out of her way to contact them unless they say something to her first. This pisses me off how they seem to remember wishing her a happy birthday when birthdays come around, yet they don't say anything on my birthday, me, to the person who introduced them to their stupid "BFF."

She ruined countless guy friendships of mine. I hate her. Mutual "friends" know what she did to me and they still don't care. As long as she doesn't do anything to them, they'll still keep in contact with her. I went out of my way to defend these so-called "friends" when they were in trouble but they didn't go out of their way for me.

I don't let boys ruin a friendship because the way I see it, she did me a favor if they were easily swayed by her so as not to waste my time. What is a deal breaker is when other GIRLS pick on me and she'll be friends with them. That's not cool by me. I'm like most guys seem to stick by the bro code without needing to say anything to each other, I wish I had women friends who viewed friendship like that.

The worst part of it all -- she never apologized for anything, or at least never meant her apology if she did say it. She just moves on with her pathetic life not caring what she did to me, leaving me with this grudge I swear I'll never get rid of, and I even flat out told her that and she still doesn't care. Her pathetic friends who still keep in contact with her all put her on a pedestal. What pissed me off is that after I deleted her from Facebook, she had the nerve to block me even though I didn't care to contact her on Facebook, and a mutual friend sent her my status updates (which were public anyway, but that dumb mutual "friend" would know that if they were smart).

Hopefully her current boyfriend will find out what a snotty princess she truly is in time. He's probably just as snotty as her if he's still with her. You know what's sick about this person? She used to be a bigger person, and she started acting like the world should grovel at her feet when she lost a lot of weight. I wonder if she'd still get the attention she's getting from men if she was her former bigger self. She knows how she used to be, but doesn't act humble at all about her transformation. Guess who was one of the few people who was there for her when she was a bigger person? This is how she repays me. Yeap. I told her, too, this is how you repay me, huh? She doesn't care.

Normally I don't waste time on revenge, but I would LOOOOOOVE for her to get a dose of her own medicine and to get knocked off her pedestal. This is why I hate most past people from Indiana, they don't seem to stick up for friends when friends are in trouble. They act like because this isn't their problem, they don't want anything to do with it. I finally started finding better friends only five years ago. I hardly keep in contact with anyone from that group anymore. I'm sick of their disloyalty.

I wonder if it's like this anywhere else. Maybe it's just my area. I'm praying that if I ever move somewhere else nothing like this will happen again because I don't think I can take it.

Yours truly.