I feel like after a few years, my ex-best friend and I will randomly bump into each other in town and she's going to "sweet talk" me into trying to forgive her. I don't want to. I mean, she almost cost my dad his job at his work for telling on me and his office people found out. We're 28-years-old and she's still going to tattle on me to my parents...like what are they going to do? I don't live at home with them and they don't provide for me anymore. She called me a stalker to my parents told my parents I was harass and stalking her when she pretty much deserved it for not being there when I needed her the most to be there. Thank God no one at his work listened to that ungrateful bitch. They all saw she brought it upon herself.

She's lucky no damages and broken bones came out of defending her because if it would have and once I healed, I would have beat her ass myself. I mean I literally have nightmares about this. I wake up sweating and having a huge migraine because in the dream I was yelling at that bitch for leaving me hanging and I kept dreaming about what if those people had beaten me up and I couldn't talk my way out of it? I kept dreaming about losing my legs defending that dumb bitch and she wasn't there for me the same.

I don't want to forgive her. She moves on with life without giving a damn what she did to me, never looking back. I don't want to forgive her or our mutual friends for never sticking up for me. There is a place and time for forgiveness, but this isn't one of them.