So in my last blog I ranted how its been a month since I havent talked to my SO. My mom told me that I shouldnt call my SO because his mom might get mad. And well its been twice already that i've seen him online and so he hasnt even sent me a reply to a message I sent him about a week ago where I clearly said that we had to talk.
I hate the fact that I dont know if we are a couple or not. I think the real reason behind me not calling him is that im afraid that im going to breakdown and that he's going to break up with me. It will then get me Pissed OFF! because he was a coward because he wouldnt tell me straight up that we were done. Im hoping that my trip to Mexico will save the relationship. and well i have other things to worry about...
1. I will get a puppy in two months! ^^
2. Finals!
3. Im excersising and my whole body hurts...its been my second day lol