I was supposed to call my SO tonight...and I had said that I wanted to talk to him and that I would have loved to talk to his mom just like my mom had wanted to talk to his mom...i didn't call..smh

I got scared...well nervous! He makes me nervous...lol but i want to hear his voice...but im scared to pick up the phone and dial...and hear him say "hello?"

Does this happen to you?

:/ Sucks doesn't it? Ohwell I should call another time XD

On the other hand...i want to study abroad and get away from the family and the only place possible is Mexico..simply because im a major in History and Minor in Art...and well the thing is that Mexico's culture is rich in both of these aspects...and so it would be a bonus to be in the same country as my SO AND my parents would be a lot more happy bout the idea being that i would be in their home country...also they have family there...and my best friend wants to join me...so i wouldnt be leaving solo...but my school (a CUNY) has canceled the art summer session with their partner school because im guessing the violence which in my opinion isn't that bad in the south..as in Puebla..where I want to go to...i dont plan on going to the city...im living in a city and moving to another city?

Nope!

So what should I do? my CUNY school's site wont give me much info on studying abroad which is very irritating...have to keep researching!