So it has been maybe 2 months since I broke up with Vicente....and wow...I dont know how to feel. I started talking to my mom and somehow we analyzed my relationship. Apparently there was a good chance that Vicente wanted me only because if we were to get married he could get his papers fixed and become a legal resident of the USA. I felt hurt and angry....a year and 3months of love and emotions...and what hurts the most was that he didn't have the guts to break up with me. He simply stopped talking to me for almost a month....and well there was this other dude..Luis who was trying to win my heart...but apart from that I feel somehow cheated.


Vicente was and will be my first love and first kiss...he stole something so precious to me...and ended hurting me even though he said he wouldn't. Maybe destiny placed him in path just to mess with me or to appreciate the new boyfriend I have.


Too soon? Maybe...I mean i recently started dating Luis and he's a great guy. Poor guy...he's dealing with a girl who mended a broken heart.

Yet my first relationship taught me many things...to be trustworthy,patient,loving, etc. If I were to go LDR I would do it again. I actually support LDR even if mine didn't work out as planned. Still I hope I can come back here and just give and get some love...lol