I'm extremely frustrated with my mom right now, it's so stupid she's like oh yeah you can go and get your guy and then 2 fucking seconds later she says no and end of discussion. Seriously it's 10:30pm it's not too late and i really need him here with me right now, but you know she doesn't understand that at all . I feel like shit, i need a shoulder to cry on badly, but you know what she doesn't care she thinks about how she needs to sleep, we'll be really quiet getting home, but no she doesn't care.

I'm done with this, i'm done with my family and i'm done with living at home. I need to get out and away from here, i can't do the rules anymore, i'm tired of it and i'm really exhausted.