First of all I would like to thank everyone who helped me out on my last forum post here. My SO called me today and I took everyone's advice. I told him how bad I felt that he ignored me for so long, and that he should have just told me that he was dealing something with work. He apologized for that and told me that it was a 24/7 thing and he literally had no time to himself at all. Jesus it must have been bad, oh well I'm the type of person who forgives and forgets as long as it doesn't happen again.

I did ask him if he could list me as an emergency contact and I think he got confused because after I asked that he just said "It wasn't anything like that." I was just like "I'm just saying in general that if something were to ever happen to you I want to know about it. I don't want to go through another panic attack because I haven't heard from you in a long period of time. I don't want this to happen again." He again told me how sorry he was and that from now on he'll make sure to tell me if something happens. Yay! Progress has been made

So I may not be an emergency contact (yet) but I let that go because the reason why he called me was to ask me when I planned on visiting him. I told him that I got the 25th to the 1st of June off from work, and even though he said that he has court on the 26th and 27th he's willing to work with that. Omg I was so happy to hear that I almost cried (not that much of a crier lol) and my heart started beating a mile a minute . So after we had some sexy time hehe we ended our call and I immediately went online to book my flight. I leave in 2 weeks from today you guys! Wish me luck!