My bf got the internship at Volkswagen in Italy in the after sales department (whatever that is).
I've tried asking him what it is and what he's doing there, but it just goes in one ear and out the other.
Sorry bf!!!
I'm more of an artsy gal anyway.

So yea. He started the beginning of this month and I already hate the schedule. I actually mentally prepared myself for the change, but dammit, it's always so much worse when you experience it. It still sucks, mentally prepared or not.

He is in this for 6 months, and he has barely finished week three. Week three! Shoot me now.

Going from video chatting 3-4 times a week to maybe once a week is a big change.
I just miss the hell out of him. And I definitely don't want to go crying to him every single time I have a bad day.
BUT oddly enough, I haven't been that bad lately. This past week I was okay. Is it bad that I don't mind if I don't hear from him for a long time?...I don't know.

I'm beginning to think though that I might not be as strong as I thought I was. I know it's only been almost a month of this, but i'm not sure.
He doesn't have time for me, or I should say for the relationship. I should give him props for texting me whenever he can, I do appreciate that.
It doesn't feel like it's enough. When we actually finally do get a chance to chat, he is too exhausted to stay up.

I'm getting scared that he might come to a conclusion that he doesn't have the time and energy for a relationship. I talked to him about it on V-Day, romantic right.
He very much still wants to be with me. He says that now..... we'll see in a few months.

Let's see how well we both adjust to this new change.