So, today my boyfriend and I were skyping as usual and he told me he cant make it over in July for our year. It was heart breaking to heart and so I told him I would talk to him tomorrow because he started messing with his ipod and doing funny noises it was like the news didnt affect him emotionally at all and that hurt. I got off and started bawling and weeping. I mean since he said he was coming before and I would get excited and he wouldn't come this time I wasn't getting too exicted and now he's not coming till October. Then right before I logged off he said patience is a virtue-wrong thing to say when I have been waiting 10 months now going into 11. I just feel like I'm dying inside I love him so much yet I don't know what to do.