So this summer it looks like I won't be seeing my Jonny . But I am going to try convince my parents to let me fly over there to see him instead. I NEED TO, wait no let me re state that I WANT TO SO BAD!!! England is calling to me, I need to get on an airplane asap. I really do. I need to see him badly, almsot a yr we are in 11 months and I havent seen him since last summer. I can only go so long. I can wait for October but this summer I will make the first visit to see him again since the cruise. I don't want this to be a dull summer of staying in my hometown. I just can't do that.