I really don't want to spend this summer alone and I mean I have friends that are amazing that I will hang out with but I want to spend July with my SO soo bad. Currently we are working on him coming in July NOT OCtober because in October it will be fall quarter and instead of taking 2 classes like I have been I am taking three. Which means more homework and if my SO comes then I will have to put homework before him and I don't want to have to be studying for exams when he comes over and worry about not spending enough time with him. In the summer Im taking one class an hr for twice a week its not that bad. I can handle that and a visit from him. Im just frustrated with the whole situation. I want to see him so bad. I could stand being alone for valentines days but our year? No way. I want him here. ASAP :/...Is it normal to feel helpless? Because I'm feeling that way.