If I was still with my X, I wouldn't have known how close of a connection I really have with B. If i was still with my X, I would be un-happy and still unsure of so many things in our relationship. There's so many if's but I have learned what truly matters is how strong I came out from all this. I thought by now I'd still be grieving about my X and how much I miss him. Now that I know truly what kind of person he is, even if all those last blogs hadn't happend I still wouldn't look back. I always had a thing for B since I first met him. When I was falling away from the break up he held my hand and comforted me. He was there when I didn't need friends, he was there when I knew my relationship was on the downfall he understood. I owe B so much. He has my heart. We have been on 5 dates and our big one is on Sunday for Valentines day. I can't wait <3 I really love him it's past the point of re bound, lust or puppy love. He's amazing. I cant even express him without using chique words.