#1: My parents are getting more serious about their talk about moving to Florida just for the winter. My mom wants to stay down there permentaly eventually, but my dad has a lot to do here..He said she might stay and he will stay up here till he has everything figured out here then go. I think.-so will they live apart for a long time??

*Side Note: If you have read my previous blogs you know I dont like this idea of the whole Florida thing and even though they are still here Im still feeling abandoned.* I know my parents are people too but common.

#2: I feel so stuck like my life isnt going anywhere (and I know I had this in a blog as well) its just on my mind so much now. I am trying so hard to go somewhere with my life but its like every time I try ends dont meet up and I fall back down to the beginning.

#3: (This is happy news) on the way back from Ben's he was driving me to the train station -where we meet halfway- and he randomly looks at me and says "I have a surprise for you-but I can't tell you what it is yet.." Now one thing you have to know is when someone says surprise to me I get all excited and curious about it. A few weeks later he gave me a hint *after me asking him about it*, he said "I might know a way to get you a ring." He wouldn't say anything else because he wants to pull it off. Could it be a family ring? Or does he have enough to buy one? IDK. But either way it made me tear up when he told me because it made me so happy. It will be a surprise regardless because I wont know what the ring will look like but judging by how often we shop in jewelry stores we have the same taste (which is a plus). And I dont know when he will do it. Soo cross your fingers for me.

If I were to marry B my full name would be:

Natalie Kay Ames

Doesn't it sound great?

-This blog had to end happily, sad blogs make me more sad lol.