Why does growing up have to be so hard? I worry about my future so much. I have my parents possibly moving as number 1. My job hasnt given me any stress other than rush week which isnt until mid sept. so I am still training. Where I am going to live-Im dying to move out and have B move in eventually. I want a tattoo so badly! I have one in mind that has been on my mind for over a yr or 2. I hate having little stressors always on my mind. Im a calm, happy spirit with a total heart of gold. I hope the future works out for me so far its looking good. I wanna keep this job for the next yr and beyound until I have enough to move out. People at my work inspire me to push myself forward. I feel like my life is starting finally.