Next: Our late night webcam transmitions and the_first video conference where we saw each other at the same time.

I need to relive the happiest moments of my life now, so let's pick this up where we left off.

I thought it was very thoughtful of her to give me advice, but as stubborn as I am, I still kept on going on with the relationship. I was juggling 2 relationships actually: A CD one of pure physical intimacy and no conversation and an LD one of pure conversation and emotional sharing but no physical contact.

We'd play around with the idea of teleportation and she'd talk about how she'd kiss me on the cheek and leave in an instant. It was all very flirtatious and very smooth of her, to be honest. Something I admired in her.

Then, one day, she had a webcam and the house available for her. It was night time and we spent it all together, teasing and showing body parts (nothing too sexual though, just very provocative, but classy).

I realized how much I was losing staying in a relationship that only caused me anger and helplessness. So I ended it as soon as I could. The_ex and I went to our spot at uni: the bleachers and we had a very long and hard talk. I couldn't stand the way the relationship was heading and she cried. She held me and begged not to be left. It was ugly, but it had to be done. I just had to be strong for the both of us.

Then I came back home at night, after going to my class and all (I studied at night then) and I called the crush. I told her I was single and she told me the same.

I was surprised at how fast it went right. We both broke up with our partners without telling the other and without waiting long. It's still funny how right it went, cause we'd be afraid if one broke up before the other and we'd have to wait on the other, but there was no wait.

Well, not for the break up, but meeting is another story (We didn't do it for 3 years, but I'm getting ahead of myself).