I'm filled with a mixture of joy and sadness about the end of my employment with this company, of course it was my choice, but the staff have become a little family to me. They supported me so much when my first boyfriend, god bless him, was killed in a fire and they have supported me so much with this LDR. I'm going to miss them all but if things don't turn right when i get back with me finding a job the managers have told me they will gladly take me back. So at least I have a safe option if I need it.
As for my trip, I'm halfway packed already, I just need to buy a few more little bits and pieces and get my bags all organised.
I've noticed over the past 2 weeks too that my SO has come alive again. After the depression he has been suffering for the past couple of months it's like it's suddenly disappeared. He's teasing me like crazy and his libido has suddenly sat up and said hello. It hasn't been like that since we first started talking. My 6 week visit is going to be amazing, I would say I have high hopes and expectations but most of the trip is a surprise with him not telling me what things are planned.
What I do hope though is that we can again survive the LDR after the visit is over, I think it'll be a long time before either of us can afford a visit, especially since we want to close the distance.
We'll see how it goes, man I'm so excited. EEEEPPP
