Nothing is getting sorted out and I'm noticeably less fit than I was in the Summer when we were physically together and I keep having computer problems and everything in my life is goddamn stress and problems!
My sister is gonna close the distance with her fiance so they can live in his parents' big house (His parents are great) with their baby, where she will actually have a nursery of her own, and that is great news, but just like everything else it's stressing me out
My sister was born when I was two. She is 22 and I am 24. We have NEVER not lived together, though we've obviously traveled apart and during different times, and it's just gonna be so WEIRD. Also my parents are gonna handle it horribly and I'm so worried that's gonna affect me a LOT.
Also this stress is killing me because my computer STILL keeps perma-breaking so I gave up on it, and the computer in our living room is unusably slow (UGH SECOND HAND OFFICE COMPUTERS) so we barely get to call, and I haven't talked to most of the friends we both call, and they all keep playing League without me, and everything ever is just leaving me behind.
The only thing going well is my niece's life.
