It's all worked out...BIG THANKS TO YOU GUYS!!
So I'm not sad anymore. We had a good little talk and I let him know I felt pushed aside. I let him know I understand how busy he is but that he put off the 5 extra minutes I needed with him for a turkey burger. LOL He said he did not realize i felt that way. I explained how alone I am all the time and that many days my 5 minute conversation with him is the best thing that happens to me all day. i let him know that he should not feel guilty because i did not express this to him sooner. i let him know how sad it made me feel and he was very sorry. i ask him if it would be ok for us to schedule, a few times a week, time for a longer conversation (about 30 minutes) so I can have all of his attention for more than 5 or 10 minutes. He said that was no problem and he would be happy to do that for me.
You guys are so wonderful! I never wanted a LDR and it is so so so hard. I keep thinking it will get easier but it never does. With your support and advise i have been able to check myself and get the support I need. It's all worth it (even though it's very difficult). I know that he is the last man I will ever kiss and with this web site i know that I won't self destruct before we have the chance to live in the same city and have a "normal" (whatever that is) relationship.
Again...Huge thanks to all of you who give your help and advise. I couldn't get through this without you!!!!
Andi~
You guys are so wonderful! I never wanted a LDR and it is so so so hard. I keep thinking it will get easier but it never does. With your support and advise i have been able to check myself and get the support I need. It's all worth it (even though it's very difficult). I know that he is the last man I will ever kiss and with this web site i know that I won't self destruct before we have the chance to live in the same city and have a "normal" (whatever that is) relationship.
Again...Huge thanks to all of you who give your help and advise. I couldn't get through this without you!!!!
Andi~