It's been about 5 months since I have seen Stephen and only 5 months left! :-) It's kind of a nice feeling being half way.
I think it's going to be a long summer without him. I'm already fed up of my news feed being filled up with photos of couples doing things in the lovely sunshine.
I still have many worries about our relationship. and I feel he could try harder to communicate with me. And sometimes it feels like I'm chasing a ghost. That being said he time off in Turkey at the weekend and he spent a couple if hours sending me whats app messages. He has mentioned about extending his contract. I can't help feel that if he does, that it would be a bit selfish. And I can't understand why he would want to. In 5 months time he would have been gone for 10 months!!! I know that I want him back as soon as I can have him back. He tells me he misses me and can't wait to see me but at the same time I know he would consider staying away longer. Which confuses me so much.
But staying on the positive note I intended the post to be, just 5 more months. 5 more months until he is home.
I think it's going to be a long summer without him. I'm already fed up of my news feed being filled up with photos of couples doing things in the lovely sunshine.
I still have many worries about our relationship. and I feel he could try harder to communicate with me. And sometimes it feels like I'm chasing a ghost. That being said he time off in Turkey at the weekend and he spent a couple if hours sending me whats app messages. He has mentioned about extending his contract. I can't help feel that if he does, that it would be a bit selfish. And I can't understand why he would want to. In 5 months time he would have been gone for 10 months!!! I know that I want him back as soon as I can have him back. He tells me he misses me and can't wait to see me but at the same time I know he would consider staying away longer. Which confuses me so much.
But staying on the positive note I intended the post to be, just 5 more months. 5 more months until he is home.