Hey guys,
So I'm back for my 3rd post? I don't know.
My SO and I we're broken up for almost a month now. But just this week, we are talking more than the usual no communication from ex thingy.
The reason why we broke up in the first place is because she's getting tired, maybe from this "us" or the "distance" we have.
But then, I told to myself that I will not give up that easily? I've told her since that I will see her but it's just not happening because I don't have a source of income to do that.
But now, I am going to see her. On the 29th of Feb.
Well, we're 3 years on LDR second time around. 2 years on the first time then we got so distant from each other for 4 years due to maybe not accepting the breakup we had in the first place. So in total, I haven't seen her in 7 years.
So after telling her that I'm going to see her.
I don't know what she felt, after being cold for weeks. At that time, everything changed.
Whenever she does something, eats something. She'll tell me that we should try it when I get there. We talk every night. I'm telling her as well that we don't need to rush things, just enjoy what we have now.
I felt the happiness in her again. The excitement. But for me, the main concern I'm having is that...
I'm afraid to ask her on whether what her emotions are right now, what she felt about me, about us.
I don't want to ruin what we're having right now. As for us, we are happy that we are starting things slow.
She's even saying, I miss you towards me.
Sometimes when she chats me, I don't respond or just seen her messages. Or when she calls, I just don't answer it straight away. I'm really confused..
I don't really know what to feel.
Are her feelings coming back? Is it pity that she is feeling towards me? Or is it love?
Maybe she's only being like that because she doesn't want to make me feel sad or bad about it.
Please help.
So I'm back for my 3rd post? I don't know.
My SO and I we're broken up for almost a month now. But just this week, we are talking more than the usual no communication from ex thingy.
The reason why we broke up in the first place is because she's getting tired, maybe from this "us" or the "distance" we have.
But then, I told to myself that I will not give up that easily? I've told her since that I will see her but it's just not happening because I don't have a source of income to do that.
But now, I am going to see her. On the 29th of Feb.
Well, we're 3 years on LDR second time around. 2 years on the first time then we got so distant from each other for 4 years due to maybe not accepting the breakup we had in the first place. So in total, I haven't seen her in 7 years.
So after telling her that I'm going to see her.
I don't know what she felt, after being cold for weeks. At that time, everything changed.
Whenever she does something, eats something. She'll tell me that we should try it when I get there. We talk every night. I'm telling her as well that we don't need to rush things, just enjoy what we have now.
I felt the happiness in her again. The excitement. But for me, the main concern I'm having is that...
I'm afraid to ask her on whether what her emotions are right now, what she felt about me, about us.
I don't want to ruin what we're having right now. As for us, we are happy that we are starting things slow.
She's even saying, I miss you towards me.
Sometimes when she chats me, I don't respond or just seen her messages. Or when she calls, I just don't answer it straight away. I'm really confused..
I don't really know what to feel.
Are her feelings coming back? Is it pity that she is feeling towards me? Or is it love?
Maybe she's only being like that because she doesn't want to make me feel sad or bad about it.
Please help.