Last March, I went on a medical leave from college in order to seek further treatment for my ANS disorder. The plan was that I would return to school for the spring semester 2015. After I got back from London in September, I started the process of trying to get back. I'm glad I started then, because I've had nothing but problems with the school since starting. First I owed them $24,000, then I didn't, but then they didn't have record of me going on a medical leave, but then they found it, then I wasn't registered with disability services, but then oops I was, then they needed my doctor to fill out a form, so he did, and then they needed him to give them a letter stating I was cleared to return to school, so he did. Two weeks ago. The school will not get back to me, and both my mother and I have emailed and called them multiple times.

On top of that, my fainting has started up again. I'm currently on crutches after fucking up my ankle due to fainting, and overall I'm kinda grumpy about it. My doctor tried to put me on a new medication, but I had a really bad reaction to it, so now everyone's just sorta...shrugging and being like "Idk let's mess with your old medication's dosage and hope for the best". I'm calling my doctor tomorrow to see if it would be worth trying out the treatment I was on back in March - July again.

I had a very long chat with my parents last night about everything, and we ultimately decided to just forget about school (not like they're doing anything anyway), and get my health figured out. I can always go back to school, and my health is more important.

In the meantime, because my profession doesn't necessarily need a college degree in order for me to find work, I'm looking into doing some sort of free lance type stuff. I'm going to open up a shop on etsy once I have some stuff ready to go. I'm currently in a rut where I don't want to do anything, so I feel like the shop will not only bring in a little bit of income, but also help kick my butt into shape and get me back into the swing of things. I might also open up commissions on like, tumblr or something. I don't want to look into anything deep into the animation industry just yet, because my heart's not really in it anymore. So like, I don't want to take on a huge project if I know I'm not going to be giving the project my all.

I dunno. I have a lot of stuff I need to figure out.