I am torn between blogging something casual and more like chatting or on the contrary,write about things that actually are of my concern.Second choice won,so even if this post will be boring,I'll try making next one more cheerful hehe.
I actually am thinking a lot about the nature of relationships between people in general.Not only love&sex type,but friendship and the relationship between strangers.I have a male friend and I tell him I really love him,because well,I do.He makes huge eyes like an owl and asks me if I am high or drunk.Same happens actually when I start randomly telling people something good about them.98% of reaction I am getting is negative-surprised,and only 1 person in 10 smiled and said thanks,you are awesome too.There was this guy in some chat who looked really handsome and well,I told him that.The reaction was obvious "Sorry I got a gf".I spent around 5 minutes explaining if I say something nice to you,doesnt mean I wanna hit on you or ask for a favor.That really sucks that people stopped perceiving compliments and always search for second meaning or trap in good deeds.
OK to make this post a bit less serious,what am I doing now.Found really REALLY good music, paramoldah'11, kinda reggae and good for those who like to spend an evening with Mary-Jane and look at the sunset As well on Monday will try a job,they need a person speaking French so will do my best,even tho havent spoken French for like forever.by the way,any volunteers to speak with me in French please? ^^ and since its so lovely outside,time to get my arse out and spin poi somewhere in a quiet chilled place