).listening to Soundgarden,totally loving it.ummm what else?i decided i miss my old self,the ginger girl who had 10000 male friends and 1-2 females around.i had friends among skaters,rockers,goths and whomever and now i am bored of myself.i know my SO would totally not approve of me hanging around huge scary-looking dudes lol but before cutting the distance,i wanna feel 17 again.so i am re-discovering my old mates and trying to catch up before i leave the country.
also i am tired of girls
to be more precise,of that constant shit "he MUST do certain things to me","if i call,he runs to me any moment,so its not him,its ME not wanting him yet" and blablabla.honestly? you are not so cunning and smarty pants,you are a fucking bitch whose brains partially flowed in boobs/ass/unknown universe.sorry for cursing,but i am really really overwhelmed with tons of that crap that my female friends speak about.
I have fortunately very few poor female friends and an abundance of great ones. Learned that when I had mostly male friends and shit female ones, it was because of what I was attracting and accepting. Once I stopped accepting it, I met women I could actually get along with and figured out how to weed the good people in general from the bad ones. 