I really feel bad that I disappear and re-appear all the time,so I am sorry for that.However,I still love this place as before and don't think I'd ever leave it,so I promise I will be more active plus an update on what,where and how.
I am in my hometown since May and...I like it.I mean I dont have an office job,I do freelance,my boyfriend seemed to find a job and things are going quite ok.We were having tough times recently as both of us were annoyed we were jobless and kinda miserable,but I hope it's in the past.I am still not giving up in looking for a job abroad,because well,I am 23 and I don't feel like sitting home doing translations all the time.
BTW,turned out its quite normal not to know what to do with your life,even when you are 23 I was at job interview,and HR asked me how do I see my ideal job,so I replied "I'd love to work in the Zoo and feed seals".They did not call me back.
As well,I am having a creative hit these months.I am working on a novel and the other one seems ready (what is more surprising,people like it).We are also going to shoot a short movie and it requires hell lots of work to be done (we wanna hit Kickstarter).So I am 50% happy and 50% not satisfied that future seems so unclear.I think I better sit down and just start sending my CVs everywhere in hope that out of 1000000 at least 1 reply will come.
That's all for now,it seems