Well, fuck me. Barely 24 hours home and my father has already insulted me at least half a dozen times. He badgered me about posting on FB about how I hate my job and how I hate living in Germany. Ok, yeah, I probably shouldn't do that. He argued that I should never have gotten a dog while I was living on my own. Well, that's not any of your business really, Dad. He got on to me about not having a professional do my taxes. Seriously? I thought it was good to do stuff on my own like that? Then he starts talking about my sister and all her issues and her bad decisions. I show him my Implanon implant thats good for three years and what does he say? "That doesn't mean you can go fuck everybody you meet now!" Oh my fucking god!!!! Excuse me? I'm sorry did you just call me, your daughter, a whore? But all I said was "I'm done with sitting here listening to you insult me for tonight." And walked out.

God there are so many things I wanted to say, but I was just so shocked and hurt! All I could do was walk out and go to my room. I try to be the best person I can be, to make my parents proud, but nothing I do will ever be good enough for my dad. Ugh! I'm a grown woman! I can make my own damn decisions! I make my own money, I pay my own bills. I don't live in their house and I certainly don't have to take his shit. Let's put it this way, I'm not dating a scum bag, I'm not in debt, I've never had any pregnancy scares. Doing pretty damn well for myself, but he has to cut down all of my achievements. What a fucking asshole.

But let me say, it's not my mom. It's just my dad who's an asshole.

All I want is to go to Seth's now. God, I REALLY want to go right NOW!!!!!

Tomorrow will be better. My grandfather flies in and I'm going shopping with my mom, getting my hair done, then mani's and pedi's with my sis and a friend and then out to dinner with my sis and brother. It'll be a good day.

But why did today have to be so crappy?