I see my SO tomorrow!!! God I'm so excited! So nervous!! He met my family the other day on Skype and well, it didn't work out too well because he's connection was so bad. I ended up repeating everything he said to my family and then back to him. Kinda weird. But I got positive reviews back from the fam! the next drama in the family, i know, is that my twin sister is going to be pissed that my parents like my bf more than hers. Lots of drama there... But I guess we'll deal with that when it comes up.

I can't help but think of all the stuff we're going to do now that we're together. It's just a week but so worth it! We can finally go on a date! He' been planning all sorts of stuff.
He's even writing me love letters! he never writes love letters! I have to go out later and pick up the last bit of his V-day present which is a picture frame that I'm going to get a pic of us together to put in it.

I'm so nervous! I really want this week to go well! Its kind of a milestone for us. Coming up on 8 months together and another 8 months until we can be together permentally. not quite half way though. Half way will be in April, I think. Anyway, first real time together since Kuwait and I'm nervous. What if I'm not how he remembers me? I think I'm being stupid but I still worry.


I got an e-mail from my land lord. She says the girl that I got to watch Jack, my dog, isn't taking him out as regularly as he needs to be. So I called my friend up and she says that she's taken him out as often as I do, but she's not staying the night anymore because she's allergic to something in my apt. My land lord says that she went into my apt to let him out, which I'm kinda pissed about since she did that without my permission. Sure, it was for the sake of the dog, but you need to ask my permission first. That's my right. That is exactly what started me not feeling safe in my last apt was well meaning land lords trying to treat me like a child. Their child. I don't think so!

Anyway, besides that, home is home. I love being here! Minus when my dad gets full of himself, which hasn't happened since that one night. He even went as far to say that Seth seems like a nice guy. Big step for him. And I'm really excited for tomorrow!