since he went back home,we used to talk on celfone atleast 3 times a day, we used to chat online atleast 4 times a week. sometimes i admit that i really felt so jealous everytime his telling me that he will go out with his friends and how he had a lots of fun with them, or having a cookout with his team buddies, campfire, playing billiards with them and so...
sometimes i think that why i need to be feel like this, being jealous or am i selfish or what?
maybe because he did a lot of fun and im not there beside with him, and he can easily adjust his environment without me,]/ we've been far away from each other for 2 months already, and i really miss him so much. being far away from him is killing me. and sometimes i felt that he went back home only yesterday, our moments with each other is still very fresh on my mind.
ofcurs we need to enjoy and do a lots of things to make ourself busy, so that atleast we could forget the days that passes by. thats what he always said to me. and i think he is very right.