finally he called me. we spoke over the phone for almost an hour, well he is just kinda real busy, his tired and sounds his really stressed-its a long week. i can feel how he needs me at this moment, he ask me to massage his head and his shoulders, he needs my massage, he needs my fingernails, he misses it so much. i told him just try to imagine i am touching you now (just close his eyes)...
i just feel right now i am so helpless, a lots of "if's" coming into my brain now...
if only i am on his side, i will comfort him
if only i am on his side, i will make a good breakfast for him
if only i am on his side, i will take care of him
(sigh)

till now we dont have yet any news about my visa. and we are patiently waiting for it.
Oh God! I MISS MY HUSBAND SO MUCH!