dear babe,
i could never find a man like you here in this world. you are an amazing husband and wonderful father. i never felt like this way before. i want to spend my life with you forever, i wanna grow old with you, i wanna take care of you and love you till my dying day.

this few sentence is always attached on my letter for him almost everyday. my husband is my world. and i just cant stop thinking about him. it is really hard being far away from him. i cannot do things here with my own, and i cant concentrate. my heart are crying now. i am so lonely. cant wait to be with him. i really miss him..
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